lately i've been thinkin alot and i have to say so far this week i've had a good week and im suprised because i havent really had a good week in about a year ive been down and to myself i had a dark and rainy cloud over my head for about this whole year and this week that dark cloud has disappeard and i feel free, and the stress has been let free...........i cant even describe the way i feel right now!!!!! the darkness that surrounded me is gone, it left me and i hope it left me for good but i just have a gut feeling this is not gonna last long i just know and this has happened to me is the past and it never lasts long but im hoping this will last longer because i dont like the feelings and thoughts i have when im surrounded by this unknown darkness that traps me inside of it.........its like a never ending dark tunnel and i see the light at the end of the tunnel and i start running but it always just seems to get farther and farther away i just cant reach it no matter what i do...........i just wanna get out of the darkness and stay out but it always comes back to get me, i just want it to go away!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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