right now I'm uncertain if what i want is what i actually want or if its right for me.......i don't know if i should give up and move on..........i think that might be the right thing for me..........but the thing is every time i try to move on i get flashbacks of all the good memories, and it makes me break down and not be able to move on.............all i wanna do is be happy again, i haven't been that happy since the beginning of the year last year..........i just don't know what to do, every thing right now is bad to the point i don't wanna come to school, i don't wanna talk my friends.........I don't even want to get out of bed that's how bad it is and its so stressful and the meds are not working.....not doing what they should be doing............if i cant stop this dark cloud from hovering over me then i don't know whats gonna happen all i know is that it will be bad...........i try my hardest not to show my feeling because i don't want people to see me like this........and i try so so hard not to hurt people but somehow i do and then i feel really bad about it..........I'm gonna move on whether it kills me or not maybe it will put me out of my misery..................................i just cant take this shit anymore..........................
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